Intuition Proved Accurate...

Finally, the mystery is solved. I've found the answer I've been looking for, for the past 2 years. What my sixth sense has been telling me all along has been right. Can't deny the power of our intuition...

Now that I've known the answer, it is a reality that I have to face. Can't deny that I've been living in denial for too long. When the truth presents itself right smack in your face, you have choices: accept it or deny it or heck care and remain status quo.

I've chosen to accept the reality... I have to. I just have to do something about it. something inside me just went 'click', just as if you could see a light bulb lighted up in your head. Probably some neuron connections broke and reconnected at another site... all in a fraction of a second...

After I've chosen to accept it, surprisingly, I felt no resentment, no discouragement, no envy. In fact, I felt relieved, even though the truth is rather hard to swallow. At least now, I know where exactly to focus on. Previously, without such feedback, it has been like a lost boat heading nowhere, drifting along with the stream...

Two choices: one to choose your destiny of heading upstream and do something about it. Another is to let the stream decide your fate of ending up downstream... and probably get washed into the vast ocean of even more uncertainties... by then, you would become just like the masses....

Which one would you choose?

Someone said this today: "You have to fight for what you want. No one will fight for you. Others would be happy if you didn't make any noise, because if you make noises, they will have headache."

How true. This is my life, who cares how you live your life, other than yourself. Nobody would take responsibility on how you live your life, other than yourself. It's my life, no one decides how I live it. I have the power to decide how I want my life to be.

Enough of just living for others. Have to start thinking about myself... There's so many dreams that I've yet to achieve. I wouldn't want to look back when I'm 60 and realise that I've wasted my precious youth doing nothing... I know, I will definitely regret it terribly...

Another quotable quote today: "There are vast opportunities. Opportunities are abound."

Yah, so true. Opportunities are everywhere, just waiting for us to hold out our hands and grab them. The first effort would have to come from us - in opening up our palms and arms to embrace them...

A Month of Milestones

How many milestones can you get in a year? And how does it feels like having almost all of them happening on the same month or the same week to be exact? Is there a shift in the moon and the stars which caused this enormous change?

Well, firstly, it was on Mar 31, 2007. A special day, and the number is 5. Go figure. ;)

Secondly, a few days ago, I had my first wisdom tooth extraction. And my cheek swelled to almost twice its size.

Thirdly, which also involves the number 5 - Apr 5, 2007 - when I put down over 100 signatures on four sets of paper to own a house....

I could go on with more milestones to come in this month alone, but since they are not executed yet, I shall just leave it like this.

Another major milestone is also in the pipeline, and would have to be executed in next few weeks. Meanwhile, another planned minor change didn't seem to take off....

Has all these got to do with a sudden change in the universe which affects the feng shui of a person? Or have I grown too speculative and too superstitious? :P hahaha

Whatever it is, the third milestone is the biggest so far this year. Is hitting quarter life the ticket to many major changes and milestones in life?